i think...

most of the inhabitants of our country are naive.

Thats it! ive had it!

"That's it!
I've had it with these motherfucking snakes
on this motherfucking plane!"

Times are strange
We got a free upgrade for
snakes on a plane.
Fuck em, I don't care.
Bought the cheap champagne,
we're going down in flames, hey.

So kiss me goodbye.
Honey, I'm gonna make it out alive.
So kiss me goodbye.
I can see the venom in their eyes.
Goodbye.

It's time to fly,
to make the stars align
with the turpentine
lounging in their suits and ties.
Watch the whore's parade
for the price you paid, hey.

Oh, I'm ready for it
Come on, bring it. 

year twenty six

from what i remember, people didnt like me when i was 26. it was the time i got tired of everyone. it was the time i remembered why i decided to shut up a decade earlier (it was because no one listened). it was the time i truly stopped caring (it was because everyone was simply a disappointment. including me). it was the time when...everything actually began. i tried to avoid becoming that person. but well, it is as if it was preprogrammed to happen. since then i never stopped for no one and for anything. because i realized, theres really no one to stop for and nothing really matters. everyone and everything...essentially dispensable. year 26 was the time when i adopted the philosophy of the seventh hat.

im the mad hatter

right now, im wearing or using a total of six different "hats". on a daily basis, i wear three and i dont think there came a time that i had to use 6 in a single day. problem is, even with just three, my body cant keep up with me already. right now, im not feeling well (in addition to the feeling of weirdness ive been experiencing last weekend. its really more of an eerie feeling). the only solution i can think of to address my weak physical self is use the seventh hat. i never thought it will ever come to this point this early.

ive got a feeling

ive been feeling weird since yesterday. its not because of the cold i just got. its a weird feeling because...i dont know what it is. its like the feeling i felt a few years ago that made me panic and caused a lot of emotional turbulence. this feeling is as weird as that but not the same type. that feeling i felt back then somehow relates to what was about to happen. and strangely enough, now that i think about it, it was a "prophetic" kind of feeling. it was like feeling what i was going to feel in the future. problem is, i have no idea what caused the feeling since the event that will induce it has not occured. but now that i am halfway to that future, im starting to understand what caused that feeling. its weird but..point is, im having another one of them weird feelings and this one is of a different nature

its too late, theres no escape, from what they have done...im going deeper underground

I'm the hand up Mona Lisa's skirt. I'm a surprise, Kevin. They don't see me coming: that's what you're missing. - John Milton

Don't get too cocky, my boy. No matter how good you are, don't ever let them see you coming. That's the gaffe, my friend. You gotta keep yourself small. Innocuous. Be the little guy. You know, the nerd... the leper... shit-kickin' serf. Look at me. Underestimated from day one. You'd never think I was a master of the universe, now would ya? - John Milton

im never wrong

"wrong" is one of those concepts that depends on witnesses. - Catbert

oh well

im back to my old flirty ways. at least im starting to get my old self back and so far im doing it like i used to. but thats the thing, the fact that im in good control of things means...it doesnt mean anything. the moment i start to get bored, off i go to search for someone new and interesting. but then again, having something meaningful isnt really for me. so why be bothered by the meaningless? its like that billy madison quote: "I feel like an idiot. But I am an idiot, so it kinda works out."

hahaha

found a new playmate! hahaha. i wonder what interesting things she can bring me. this time i have to make sure that the spider doesnt become entangled in his own web. come here my dear pretty, lets play a game to beat the boredom. im going to make sure its going to be worth your while. or maybe not. hahaha.

i have to thank you october. you gave me what i need. i hope this break you gave me will last long enough to make november not as difficult as the way i predict it will be. well, so far, november is being cooperative.