so what did i do today?

i slept a lot today...in the office. i slept very late again. i remember, while sleeping at my desk earlier today, my arms started to feel numb. so i decided to adjust my position. but for some strange reason, i cant move. i simply cant. so i tried waking up. again, i cant. i cant open my eyes. it was as if my physical self wasnt responding. so i asked myself, "am i dying?" normally, after asking that, i would start to think how silly it is to die inside the office. its sillier to have died while sleeping in the office. but after asking the question, i simply waited if there's someone else that would answer. no one did. so i thought, im still alive. then how come i cant move? how come i cant open my eyes? then i thought, im stuck in a dream. the fact that i didnt start wondering about how silly it is to die in the office was because if i started thinking about it, i can visualize it like a dream and i will notice im still dreaming. and true enough, i was still dreaming. i was dreaming that im inside the office, trying to wake up, thinking im already half-awake. after realizing it, i tried changing the dream so i can get myself out of the dream that i was stuck in. after doing that, i felt my body move and so i adjusted my position. i woke up for a brief moment, then went back to sleep.

work came a little late today. i have no internet connection in the office, no office computer too. all i have is my laptop for my research work. and i dont feel like using the laptop since i dont want to waste energy. well, too much energy.