turbulence

want another psycho shit? well, around lunchtime, a thought entered my head. there's something bothering me lately and cant determine what. anyway, this thought is like an attempt to try to give an explanation for what's up with me. and of course, its a thought that is just absurd, that is why its a psycho shit and it goes like this:

could it be possible that i have a psychic link with my future self? or even past self? and right now, a self in the past or future is experiencing some emotional turbulence of some sort and its affecting the present self? or maybe, i am about to reach a time in my life where something life changing could occur? something so significant that its like a defining moment that would change the course of my life? if that's true, then there can be no way i could figure out what my problem is because the problem does not exist in the present. that's why i cant see the problem.

ok, thank you very much voice-in-my-head-with-a-wild-imagination-giving-absurd-explanations. i would accept that explanation though, if it can be proven. and how could that be proven? i dont know, show me a time machine? or a flash disk with a recording of my future self trying to talk to me, saying that its true and it goes like this:

static....then an image of a guy appears and says:
"hello february 2007 self, this is me...or you...or us...anyway we are one and the same, i think you get that. the retardation you are undergoing isnt that bad yet for you not to recognize me. anyway, i am you in 5 years and yes you are still alive after five years, obviously. actually you will live a bit longer than we wanted. anyway, im fucked up right now, so fucked up, you can feel what im feeling. and the reason why it has to be you in what you call your present and not in some other time like when you were 18 or something, is because, you are the one that is responsible for this mess you placed me, or you, or us, in. you made this goddamn idiotic decision or allowed this incident to happen or did this act, choose one that applies, on that particular time, which, following the natural order of things for the next five years, would lead me or you or us here. can i speak in the third person? i think that would be easier. anyway, that's all. dammit, should have written my message. i hope you understood what i just said. anyway, this isnt one of those messages that self-destruct. you can play this message again in case things arent clear. oh by the way, just got a message from our future self last week, way much further in the future, and he asked me to tell you, well not really you but anyone in the earlier part of our life, to follow what reason tells you. the voice of reason may not feel good sometimes but hey, at least reason is the one who's thinking. actually, that message by our future self is the one that bothered me, which lead to this messed up situation i am in which i was able to trace to you. anyway, i would like to tell you more about what will happen to you in the next five years, but knowing you, because you're me, i know there are some things you wont like. or would prefer not to know at the moment. but since i cant help myself, a surprise is coming your way...soon. i dont think that statement would spoil it, now would it.
static appears again

now, if that message did happen, then, and only then, will i believe there is such a thing as a psychic link between the present self and the future self.